Do you have someone or some people that very special to you? Do you have someone or some people that you think lovse or likes you? You sure about it? (You sure about them?)
I have no reason why I get annoyed easily when I think about 'what if' and 'what happen if'... So I decided to deliberately changed, into something that isnt me. Im so curious what 'those people' will think about it. those I mean, are those who I think can be on my lists of special poeple (lovers, friends, family). I literally changed for late years, and so on... their reaction actually quiet disappointing for me. Some of them leave me quitely, the others dont care and take the distance.
All of them left, without asking whats wrong with me. They just left, theres no faith between our bond. They cant accept if I was different person. Thats ok, people come and go, thats life. I just wondering what was the meaning of 'love' exactly? According to common theory mention love is feeling, willingness, to take care someone or something and be together as long as they can. But why ridiculously I think love is bullshit, something that people keep to bring up but not even exist? Because theres a reason you can love, then its a reason you can hate or leave. Then love is actually be a nice diction only.
Even mothers love their child differently according to: which is as they expected, which is not.
I have a challenge, DO you dare to take it? Just be weird, be ugly, be stupid, be unpredictable troublesome, be something surprisingly not (usually) you and see what happens... Take months, take years. The longer you take, the best result you get. Days and or weeks wont give you a clear result.
DONT be afraid to try.
The results is unpredictable and may startle you. It's probably make you happy with the fact who's there with you, actually. But in the other sides can disappoint you, make you upset or sad, but "time" is the best medicine. Time will heal you and if you can take a lesson from it you may stronger than before. Beside this is actually fun to know which is people deserve us.
Keep it in mind: the right person will be like "what happens to you?" or "whats wrong?" and probably trying to fix the conditions with you, not leaving you behind. You will see those who true for you.
Just try...
beside, it-is-fun :)
Do you even wonder: did they really like you?I dont have any bad intention, nor affect your mind about bonding with those who closest to you. I just thought, theres must be a reason for liking or loving someone. Whether its because they are attractive, beautiful or handsome, humorous, rich, kind and so forth. Everyone, including my self, like or love someone for some reason... arent we?
I have no reason why I get annoyed easily when I think about 'what if' and 'what happen if'... So I decided to deliberately changed, into something that isnt me. Im so curious what 'those people' will think about it. those I mean, are those who I think can be on my lists of special poeple (lovers, friends, family). I literally changed for late years, and so on... their reaction actually quiet disappointing for me. Some of them leave me quitely, the others dont care and take the distance.
All of them left, without asking whats wrong with me. They just left, theres no faith between our bond. They cant accept if I was different person. Thats ok, people come and go, thats life. I just wondering what was the meaning of 'love' exactly? According to common theory mention love is feeling, willingness, to take care someone or something and be together as long as they can. But why ridiculously I think love is bullshit, something that people keep to bring up but not even exist? Because theres a reason you can love, then its a reason you can hate or leave. Then love is actually be a nice diction only.
Even mothers love their child differently according to: which is as they expected, which is not.
I have a challenge, DO you dare to take it? Just be weird, be ugly, be stupid, be unpredictable troublesome, be something surprisingly not (usually) you and see what happens... Take months, take years. The longer you take, the best result you get. Days and or weeks wont give you a clear result.
DONT be afraid to try.
The results is unpredictable and may startle you. It's probably make you happy with the fact who's there with you, actually. But in the other sides can disappoint you, make you upset or sad, but "time" is the best medicine. Time will heal you and if you can take a lesson from it you may stronger than before. Beside this is actually fun to know which is people deserve us.
Keep it in mind: the right person will be like "what happens to you?" or "whats wrong?" and probably trying to fix the conditions with you, not leaving you behind. You will see those who true for you.
Just try...
beside, it-is-fun :)
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